Life Is Full Of Unexpected Events!!!

Things kind of change recently. Well... took a part time job and it turn my life upside down in a good way. This job is sort of a kids event. Well get to work as a Health Promotion Board adviser, pizza, mooncake, bento and kaya assistant chief. It was so fun seeing all the little children. Some are cute n guai while some are OMG!!! Met a few little girls and they are so cute and awesome. One named Celest and another named Chloe. 
                             Chloe                                                                         Celest


Results will be coming out soon next Friday and I cant wait for it.  Well not because I got confident of getting lots of A's but just that I have put in so much effort and want to see good results from it. All 6 modules hoping to obtain 4 A's and 2 B+ . Really hoping :)

Also recently when out with my poly friends, Jillynn, Julyn, Ridwan, KaiQiang, WeiTing, WeiJun, Janice. Well kind of have fun with them but at the same time my $$$ fly away. LOL!!! Recently, I also learn many cool new magic tricks and drumming skills. At least my hobby and talent is back on track.

I really wish that things will be better for me as Sem2 comes. Many things happened in Sem1, good and bad. Making wrong decisions and actions. Feel kind of stupid and felt like an idiot doing all these. Really regretted all my actions. If time can go back, I will redo all my actions and create better things for myself. But guess that it will never happen. What is done is done! Now to make up for it, all I have to do is stay low and play the solo game again. If some miracle were to happen, I swear that I would change my thoughts of life and stay everything anew.

If I were given a wish that will come true, I would really wish to seal away the feeling forever. Without it, I would feel like sad, hurt and affect others around me. I am really SORRY to those that I have hurt in certain ways. I really did not mean it. Also to my new friends, I will try my best not to show your my negative side as I don't want it to hurt your. I really happy and treasure the acknowledgement your give me. I never had such friends treated me this well before. It really moved me and I really appreciate it a lot. However, I now trying to balance everything as the happy n positive side of me is really making me unhappy deep down as it is not my true self. Hope my new personality and new self won't affect your. Really hope that something will brighten me up and guide me to the  light once again as I now live, believe and exist in the darkness.

To end my post, I want to say Thank You to all my new friends. And also to say: LET THE NEW ERA BEGIN!!!

Time to change! Sick and tired of being my new self. Old is better!

examS are over! life is getting boring!

seriously, tHis time my this post will be full of my Anger n sadness. many things have been happening to me. to cut short, i hate my neW self, i always make people happy while deep dowN in me i am nOt happy at all. screw life maN! guess as sem2 comes, i wilL change to mY old style. also i began to lose control of mYself, i nOw get irritated and angry more often which is not my Usual personality. no one Will understand me at all. sigh..., need to stay low n find Iner peace in myseLf again.

i dont want to Lose everyThing again, eveR since the last incident. but i am going to continUe fighting in what i believE in, genesis, pLease guide me again.

hope is lacking in me, as i lose faith in manY things i do. only you UnderstaNd me, please give me aDvise and hElp me out. wheneveR i am Sad and down, you will always help me Through. please help me Again this time.

this post is Not for attracting attention of others to pity me, it just a post to vent all my frustration on. life is so unfair, never once light shines upon me. solo will always be my style, as i fight alone like a sworDsman with his blade.

hope things will change as the next seM comEs.

Love Is In The Air

Finally I got time to update my blog!!! These few weeks have been busy doing reports and stuff. Life is getting a lot better for me, with tons of new friends. Lets get back to the topic of my title for my post. Wei Jun and Janice became a big hit topic in class, both of them always got disturb by the class LOL. Wei Jun please so ahead, and quickly get her liao lar, already at last stage still dragging. Than, now lets go to the second couple, Hehehe. Ridhwan and Fatin, well I know that this is a prank set up by Jillynn. I pity you, Fatin, always bully by the three of them (Wendi, Jillynn and Julyn). So that's all for the love love thing.

Back to my life, er... let me start with school life. My friends are very kind to me and also majority are Monopoly Deal freaks!!! Lol, especially Jillynn, every time MD, MD here MD there MD every where. I myself also became a freak in it too cause just learnt how to play and get addicted to it.

YEAH HOO!!! I got accepted into A-Team. Today, went to buy formal clothing and black shoes. Feels weird wearing them, cause first time. Like some working person! Now I got two cca, A-team and Judo.

Also next week, no school. But wed must go Pulau Tekong. Will bring tons of goodies and a surprise for my classmates. Hope they will like my treat XD.


Sian, now some of my classmates suspect me liking a girl in the class, I told them don't have but they like give me the don't bullshit face. Well, now time is the factor that will review the secret soon.

My last paragraph before ending my post is for you Shawn. Shawn, I know that you have been enjoying someone's company. I so envy about you. Guess that your life is getting better too. Now that you are happy, I am also happy for you. Wish you all the best and keep up your spirit. Will always be there to support and cheer you. I am still a solo swordsman as usual, I noob right. But at least both of us are happy with our life.

That's all for my post today, is getting late. RANDAL jyjy must keep on moving forward!!!