examS are over! life is getting boring!
seriously, tHis time my this post will be full of my Anger n sadness. many things have been happening to me. to cut short, i hate my neW self, i always make people happy while deep dowN in me i am nOt happy at all. screw life maN! guess as sem2 comes, i wilL change to mY old style. also i began to lose control of mYself, i nOw get irritated and angry more often which is not my Usual personality. no one Will understand me at all. sigh..., need to stay low n find Iner peace in myseLf again.
i dont want to Lose everyThing again, eveR since the last incident. but i am going to continUe fighting in what i believE in, genesis, pLease guide me again.
hope is lacking in me, as i lose faith in manY things i do. only you UnderstaNd me, please give me aDvise and hElp me out. wheneveR i am Sad and down, you will always help me Through. please help me Again this time.
this post is Not for attracting attention of others to pity me, it just a post to vent all my frustration on. life is so unfair, never once light shines upon me. solo will always be my style, as i fight alone like a sworDsman with his blade.
hope things will change as the next seM comEs.
