Experience History once again!

Life was back to normal. I thought it would change after the incident but it did not ever change abit. I thought i found someone that able to talk and accompany me but i was wrong. I really regretted what i have did and now things have crash into many problems that cannot be solved no matter how hard I tried. What the person said is true, I should be who am I and not what others want me to be. Now i back to my old shelf, ever though it is more lonely and sad but at least it is where I can seek peace and be alone without having to care about all the problems. Guessed it will be a one man army again! School will be starting soon after the results is out, and I hope there will be a better destiny awaits me where I can find happiness and the answer I have long searching for. Till today, I still cant find the answer that I wanted but I will still continue to searh for it. Why did ... lied to .. , I just want to be ...... and ... rejected it. I will never ever ..... you ..... , BYE!