Life Is Full Of Unexpected Events!!!

Things kind of change recently. Well... took a part time job and it turn my life upside down in a good way. This job is sort of a kids event. Well get to work as a Health Promotion Board adviser, pizza, mooncake, bento and kaya assistant chief. It was so fun seeing all the little children. Some are cute n guai while some are OMG!!! Met a few little girls and they are so cute and awesome. One named Celest and another named Chloe. 
                             Chloe                                                                         Celest


Results will be coming out soon next Friday and I cant wait for it.  Well not because I got confident of getting lots of A's but just that I have put in so much effort and want to see good results from it. All 6 modules hoping to obtain 4 A's and 2 B+ . Really hoping :)

Also recently when out with my poly friends, Jillynn, Julyn, Ridwan, KaiQiang, WeiTing, WeiJun, Janice. Well kind of have fun with them but at the same time my $$$ fly away. LOL!!! Recently, I also learn many cool new magic tricks and drumming skills. At least my hobby and talent is back on track.

I really wish that things will be better for me as Sem2 comes. Many things happened in Sem1, good and bad. Making wrong decisions and actions. Feel kind of stupid and felt like an idiot doing all these. Really regretted all my actions. If time can go back, I will redo all my actions and create better things for myself. But guess that it will never happen. What is done is done! Now to make up for it, all I have to do is stay low and play the solo game again. If some miracle were to happen, I swear that I would change my thoughts of life and stay everything anew.

If I were given a wish that will come true, I would really wish to seal away the feeling forever. Without it, I would feel like sad, hurt and affect others around me. I am really SORRY to those that I have hurt in certain ways. I really did not mean it. Also to my new friends, I will try my best not to show your my negative side as I don't want it to hurt your. I really happy and treasure the acknowledgement your give me. I never had such friends treated me this well before. It really moved me and I really appreciate it a lot. However, I now trying to balance everything as the happy n positive side of me is really making me unhappy deep down as it is not my true self. Hope my new personality and new self won't affect your. Really hope that something will brighten me up and guide me to the  light once again as I now live, believe and exist in the darkness.

To end my post, I want to say Thank You to all my new friends. And also to say: LET THE NEW ERA BEGIN!!!

Time to change! Sick and tired of being my new self. Old is better!

examS are over! life is getting boring!

seriously, tHis time my this post will be full of my Anger n sadness. many things have been happening to me. to cut short, i hate my neW self, i always make people happy while deep dowN in me i am nOt happy at all. screw life maN! guess as sem2 comes, i wilL change to mY old style. also i began to lose control of mYself, i nOw get irritated and angry more often which is not my Usual personality. no one Will understand me at all. sigh..., need to stay low n find Iner peace in myseLf again.

i dont want to Lose everyThing again, eveR since the last incident. but i am going to continUe fighting in what i believE in, genesis, pLease guide me again.

hope is lacking in me, as i lose faith in manY things i do. only you UnderstaNd me, please give me aDvise and hElp me out. wheneveR i am Sad and down, you will always help me Through. please help me Again this time.

this post is Not for attracting attention of others to pity me, it just a post to vent all my frustration on. life is so unfair, never once light shines upon me. solo will always be my style, as i fight alone like a sworDsman with his blade.

hope things will change as the next seM comEs.

Love Is In The Air

Finally I got time to update my blog!!! These few weeks have been busy doing reports and stuff. Life is getting a lot better for me, with tons of new friends. Lets get back to the topic of my title for my post. Wei Jun and Janice became a big hit topic in class, both of them always got disturb by the class LOL. Wei Jun please so ahead, and quickly get her liao lar, already at last stage still dragging. Than, now lets go to the second couple, Hehehe. Ridhwan and Fatin, well I know that this is a prank set up by Jillynn. I pity you, Fatin, always bully by the three of them (Wendi, Jillynn and Julyn). So that's all for the love love thing.

Back to my life, er... let me start with school life. My friends are very kind to me and also majority are Monopoly Deal freaks!!! Lol, especially Jillynn, every time MD, MD here MD there MD every where. I myself also became a freak in it too cause just learnt how to play and get addicted to it.

YEAH HOO!!! I got accepted into A-Team. Today, went to buy formal clothing and black shoes. Feels weird wearing them, cause first time. Like some working person! Now I got two cca, A-team and Judo.

Also next week, no school. But wed must go Pulau Tekong. Will bring tons of goodies and a surprise for my classmates. Hope they will like my treat XD.


Sian, now some of my classmates suspect me liking a girl in the class, I told them don't have but they like give me the don't bullshit face. Well, now time is the factor that will review the secret soon.

My last paragraph before ending my post is for you Shawn. Shawn, I know that you have been enjoying someone's company. I so envy about you. Guess that your life is getting better too. Now that you are happy, I am also happy for you. Wish you all the best and keep up your spirit. Will always be there to support and cheer you. I am still a solo swordsman as usual, I noob right. But at least both of us are happy with our life.

That's all for my post today, is getting late. RANDAL jyjy must keep on moving forward!!!

CCA Selection Day.

Today was such an awesome day. Met up with Kaiqiang in the morning 10.50am to go NYP to see the cca. Reach school, saw many people walking towards the sport hall. I was quite nervous cause this time I am seriously don't know what to choose.

So we reached the SH. It was full of seniors n ppl. They are like 'come and join this and that, it is fun and you will not regret it...' LOL not convincing me at all. So actually me and friends leave and enter SH 3 times thinking what to choose.

Finally, I signed up for Judo, A-team, piano and jap culture club. But eventually, I can only select max up to 2 cause of time. Most likely will choose A-team which teaches me leadership skills and judo for self defense and fitness. I really do like the piano n jap culture club but i seriosly got no time slot for them and my studies. However, in future will try and learn them by myself.

To end my post, I did chem revision for tomorrow lesson cause I weak in chem so must back up. Now Janice from my class is accompany me by chatting. HAHAHA, guess can see how bored I am.

Will Sleep soon and LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW!!!

Must not give up RANDAL SEAH!!!

Chapter just Started!!!

OK!!! Today was a super awesome fun day!!! Firstly, I went school and met up with Kaiqiang to meet Fatin and get her practical manual. Than we go and drink bubble tea, mine was HoneyMilk shake, it taste super sweet and nice. Than finally, the rest of the class met up with us. We decided to go Yishun Safra to play bowling or pool.

We reached there and some of us decided to play pool and some play bowling cause of limited lanes. However, we still have fun. I had two matches of pool with Wei Jun and guess what!!! I won both times but he was not a bad player quite good. We both also taught the girls how to play pool and was quite happy to see them enjoying themselves.

Last but not least, I went home. I did some self revision on Chem to prepare for tomorrow. I came across a few doubts and called my godbrother Shawn and he helped me totally. Than finally go do and play with the excel thingy, so MA FAN. All the editing and copying almost burst my mind. But in the end manage to complete it as I did not GIVE UP. HAHAHA!!! But I need to thank a special person which is Joanne, she encourages me and supported me. This gave me the strength and determination to carry on moving forward.

Thank You so much Joanne!!! and also thank you so much to you too Shawn!!!

Now I go sleep already, cause tomorrow got morning class. All the best to my classmates, Shawn your orientation/camp and Joanne your future!!!

Nights To Everyone...Zzz...Zzz...Zzz...   

New Chapter Is About To Unfold

Tomorrow was suppose to be our first day of school at NYP but due to luck, we do not have lessons. Was kind of tired today after the long long talk with Shawn. Well tomorrow will be his orientation, I wish him luck and also hope that he get a class as awesome as mine with so many unique people in it. Glad that he is also in the same course as me. HAHAHA, now that if I need help also can get in formations out from him.

Now I will talk about my MB4. Ok... lets start from the troublesome Blackboard thing. We need to print this and that so many things plus some modules is not even updated. Also the worst part is that the Practical Manual got 70 pages so fat and many. Well guess that we have no choice but to print it. Tomorrow instead of schooling, we decided to have a class outing as there is no lessons. Still wondering if my classmates really going bowling.

To end my post, I want to thank Shawn for bringing back my blog back to live again. School starting in days, hope to keep in touch with him. Shawn!!! why go TP!!! Is it there got pretty girls??? NYP also got quite a number ma!!! LOL, joking joking. Shawn please don't faint if you saw my this post.

All the Best to Everyone.

MB4 is the best

Poly life started recently and I had orientation on the 13th and the 14th. At first was quite anxious since everyone in class is new to me. However, things turns out well as we quickly got bonded and became friends. Had lots and lots of fun. Guess what, we needed to perform something for the everyone(freshmen) to see, its compulsory for all classes. SO... I came up with a awesome but hilarious idea. We the boys in class decided to dance Noboby and Bo Beep from K-pop, and we are the WONDER BOYS!!! Its kind of funny as the boys needed to act a bit girly LOL. But it was quite an experience. As for the girls, the dance Sorry Sorry and named themselves SUPER SENIOR. The dance went quite smoothly and was a BIG joke to all the people watching us. Well to end my this post, I wanted to Thanks my awesome class MB4 for making everything such a success. Also I am happy that your voted me as Class Rep. I will do all my best to meet all of your expectations. I am shock to be voted!!! HAHAHA.  MB4 MB4 MB4 is the Best!!!

Life is getting better

Recently got back O level results and was quite shock to see only my E-math got an A. I did not manage to go into CJC but I was not upset at all as i do not need to see GP in poly. I just submitted my courses choice this morning. I hope that I would be able to get into Ngee Ann poly. My choices are mostly related to science. Recently when back to ARC and was relieve to see that most people are putting effort to keep the club alive and active. Time really flies, so fast 4 years have past and now going to poly. I began to miss my life in secondary school. I misses my teachers, classmates and also the food. But look at better side of life, as I will still be able to visit FTPSS once in a while. Wish all my friends able to get what they want regardless of JC or Poly. I also wish all my juniors to pass their examination with flying colour and wish friends taking O level good luck. Huat Ah! Huat Ah! Huat Ah!